Disappointed+hopeless

Recently nite slp nt vry well...
At least wake up about 2-4 times a nite...
I thk it is bcoz of recently i always thk about...
Everydays oso hope wil find me...
Bt at last oso din hv...
Damn sad sometimes...Haiz...
I oso don1 put any hope dy lar...
Get used dy... Treat me like tat...
All thg juz as be4 like tat la...
Jiu thk ntg happen be4 la...
Sad...:(
Concentrate back my study & badminton better la.... ^^