Dislike n hate!!!

Y wan like tat treat me???
I knw I do wrong on the incident...
I oso apologize to u dy about tis thg...
I oso try to reduce your angry le...
Bt u???
U how treat me???
Sad n hurt 99...:'(
I reali duno wan how...
The incident oso nt I purposely wan de...
Bt y u............??? Haiz...
I oso knw my wrong dy bt...........
Stil make dao me xxx wen typing tis post...:'(
Speechless...:x

WTF la!!!

Yst I wan slp earlier, u all don let me slp earlier...
Today jiu slp dao about 9 ny wake up...
Once I wake up, after brush n bath...
U all force me do thg again... Ma de la!!!
Early in the morning jiu make me unhappy n dl... Shit!!!
U all ask me whether wan go xxx...
I say don wan, then u all say go la...
Tat time I reali wan ask u y u all so stu???
U oso help me do le choice lo...
Ask me for wat?
I can say don wan mehz?
Actually hv to say de is I no hak to choose any choice...
U all so selfish!!!
No ask me before...
F***!!!

Die better!!!

Y I living in a so unhappy de environment de?
I cnt like my fren??? So freedom???
I always admire them, who can do anythg...
No nid control by thier parent...
Y I so bad lucky geh???
I thk nt my luck de problem...
Is different ppl de relationship...
Haiz...
Like today, my dad cal me go ply badminton...
I ignored...
Bt at last he oso force me go...
I reali hate ppl force me do I dislike de thg...
Especially those ppl, who always force me de, I moro dl...
I no hak to choose somethg for my life...
Always gv parent control...
They oso duno whether I reali wanna about wat...
Haiz... How should I do to tk back my hak?
Or I reali muz to live in thier control de life...
Arghhhh...
Stress n headache about tis...
Reali hope I can grow up faster...
Conclusion for today emotional is super hyper vry unhappy...
Training oso emo bcoz of morning happen le a thg...
The thg I oso duno y wil happen de...
Suddenly I kena ppl like bu shuang o...
Haiz... Tis was over le...
Suan le bah...
If gt whole life de happy, how gud is it?
:-( :-( :-(

Zomok de?

Today in 6 hours, I eat le at least 3 plate of food le...
99 many lo...
Duno y wont full de o...
Eat so many is real nt full or wan to replace back my bad emotion...
Haiz... Sibeh cham...
Duno wanna how do ar...
Who can help me to calm down myself?
Who can help me to escape from all the thg?
Who can teach me how to do?
I thk nobody...:'(
T.T

How???

Today suddenly gt a feel tat wan to gv up a thg...
Y I gt such of tis de mind?
I thk I knw some reason...
Bt I duno whether it is real anot...
Coz all of tis oso I thk myself de...
I din tel any ppl before n no ppl wil knw about tis oso...
How should I do???
I gt many feeling now...
Duno wanna how to explain out..
Vry xin ku ar...:-(

Yahoo...

Trial was over, holiday was start now..
My trial result vry vry bad leh==
2A,6B..
Hiaz..How can get better result de?
Hope PMR can get full A..Hehe..
How i am going to spend this holiday?Study?Ply com?Training?
I think all of tis oso muz do de, cnt left any one..
Bt oso muz let my leg recover on tis holiday too...
Hope i can train normally tis week :)

Yahoo...

Finally finish my trial exam...
Can ply n rest more le...
No nid all the time study... Hehe...
Afternoon stil ply le con n slp for awhile... Haha...
Enjoy tis kind of life...
Happy n freedom...^^
At nite, training starting oso vry shok n happy de...
Bt unfortunately, wen training I nt purposely fall down n my leg was injured...:-(
Vry pain ar...
Although injured, oso hv to continue do some gym...
Is ok... I can use tis oppurtunity to increase my energy...
Tis is the most positive de thking...
Bt oso gud la...
Coach oso cal us do le a new style of gym...
Vry heavy ar... About 45 kg..
Luckily I stil can do it... Hehe...
The bad news is my leg injured...
Vry pain!!! Arghhhh!!!

First day...:-(

Today once I reach sch, I dy start felt tension n pressure about trial exam...
The first ppr is BM ppr 1...
It was difficult for me...
From ques one until seven, I dy wrong about 5 ques..
Ishhh...
Then wen tk BM ppr 2...I oso felt difficult too...
Some karangan I reali duno wan how write...
Wen write, scare wil write until out of the title...
Adui... Gonna how???
The most 996 de is SJ...
I almost tikam le 20-35 ques... Haha...
Reali duno wan how do...
Study de jiu didn't come out...
While less study jiu all come out...
Shit le...:x
Ltr SJ get C nt kena liao... Haha...
Aiya... Don thk le...
Continue concentrate on the coming day for trial n do my best...^^

哎...

不可理喻！！！
到底什么事哦？
做莫天要酱子对我？？？
让我生存在一个不属于我的世界里...
我每天都要承受着这些压力...
一点都不好受！！！
每天一定，肯定有弄我不愉快的事...
有些甚至可以让我伤心了老半天...
我不要这种生活...
我要开心！！！
我要自由！！！
到我知道这两件事是没那么容易得到的...
有可能还得不到呢...
好想今天酱...
在学校，因为莫莫事...
我已经很不开心...
没人知道...
可是也不能完全怪他们的...
是我不想很任何人讲...
就自己在那一个人静静...
不想要有人理会我...
晚上，练完球，听了讲两个"好"消息...
更加糟糕了我的心情...
想见的人就每天都不可以见...不想见的人却一天一天的看见...
真的是可悲！！！

Heiyerr..

What I am thinking now???
I reali duno..
Super hyper vry confused..
If gt a ppl can read my mind n tel me watam I thinking,duno how gud is it...
Bt the ans is no..
No ppl knw..
Including myself..
I cnt realise tat wat i am thinking...
My mind blank now..Ishhhh..
Who can help me??
Duno is exam are around the corner or wat?
Vry stress ar..
HOW??HOW??HOW??
Should how to calm down myself?
If find ppl to release it,I sure cnt do dao de..
Walao..mental down..