唉!!!

今天，我终于懂了...
一个人是可以为了金钱，利益，权利而出卖和牺牲别人的...
天啊!!!
为什么好人每天都会让坏人欺负的???
为何不可以第一时间惩罚他们???
好好的一个彭亨羽球协会，给那些只会用钱来收买人心的人给败坏了!!!
他妈的!!!
你们这班人只会用钱罢了吗???
不过我也知道你们是没实力的...
所以就用这些狗招数...
就是因为你们的私心要控制整个羽球协会，才会害到我们这班人不开心和牺牲...
要赶掉我们的教练???
干嘛呢???眼红吗???
我们的教练是用心教球的叻...
你们呢???
就只是每天想着要怎样赚钱的狗...
所以我们的俱乐部绝对是好过你们的...
也因为这样有些狗人就用一些旁门左道的方法来逼害我们...
不过你们放心!!!
我们是不会酱容易倒的...
我们还要看你们怎样被天收!!!
等着瞧吧...
你们真的是社会的败类!!!
唉!!!人，真的是可以酱可恶的!!!
老天爷!!!
希望您可以让他们得到应得的惩罚...
我们全部都不想在一个这么样的羽球协会打球及练球...
我们还要打6个州的比赛叻...
真的没想过没教练陪我们去的...
希望这件事情能早日解决...
证明给那些人看，钱不是万能的!!!
有钱不代表你可以胡作非为的!!!
期待这一天的到来...^^
但是下个星期开始要跟印尼教练练球了...T.T
要偷鸡!!! 不可以受伤...哈哈
要独立了...:-)
不可以每天依赖别人...:-)

PMR~

Today PMR result come out le...
Earlier in the morning , i dy go yh house ply...
Then eat le onli go school tk result...
We reach school about 10 , so gan jiong..
Duno result gud or bad..
Adui..
After tat , sch teacher say no so early o..
So hv to wait lo..
Meet back many fren after holiday , long time no c le...Haha..
Wait le about 1 hour , teacher onli call us enter sch hall..
Principal directly call straight A student o...So scare tat time..
Scare cnt get A..
Tis year onli gt 20 ppl straight A in my sch..
Firstly , principal cal de name oso my class de girl..
Already 9 girl get leh..More scare...haha
Then number 10 cal boy le,first name jiu shi cal me..
Wow...terkejut o..
Reali din thk dao i can get dao straight a..
So happy..haha
Yeah..i gt many gift le..haha
Woohoo..damm happy..hehe ^^

Adui~ Sad~

Yst nite about 12 onli reach Kuantan...
Back from Segamat...
Tis tournament my single ply like shit!!!
I stil cnt let myself no stress...
So stupid de... Cnt do it...
Single at last 16 lose to Vietnam player...
Actually can win de...:-( Haiz...
I cry le about 10 mins...
Stil let ppl c it...
Kelian...
Bt my double enter final...
I oso surprised about tis...
My double oso nt gud de...
No thk dao can enter final... Bt final lose to Indonesia n Kedah player...
Lose no fight leh...
Adui...
Nvm la... Next time don stress please...
I juz wan ply my best...
Hope next year circuit can ply well...:-)

Hope~

Today, daddy n mummy say if segamat tournament I enter semi final, they wil go there n c I ply...
I reali hope I can enter semi...
Coz they vry less go tournament c me ply...
I vry vry vry hope they can come tis tournament...
Bt I oso should enter semi first la...
Haiz... Try bah...
Don stress myself...
Ply best in the tournament then ok le...
Jia you...:-)

~~~~~~

Duno wan put wat title~
Today, I starting felt I reali nt understand ppl thking wat...
Many ppl say understand, bt juz say onli...
Nt real de...
Today happen de thg reali make me gt a big changes to c a ppl...
Duno wan how say...
Sienz ah...
Don wan write le...
Bo mood!!!

Boring holiday~

Tis time holiday nt like laz year...
Laz year many tournament I ply...
Tis year, I juz ply le one tournament...
Bt I won third place la... Haha...
Until now ny ply one tournament ny...
Haiz... Kelian...
Tis coming wed wan go segamat le...
Faster reach la...
I wan ply tournament!!!
At home vry sienz ah... Haha...
Waiting the time reach... Hehe...
Hope I can ply well and enter semi in segamat...
I wan hv result!!! Haha...
Don too stress... Juz ply onli la...
Coz I ply under 16, juz try to enter...

Woohoo!!!

I sibeh happy tonite...
Juz now training, jie jie bring my trophy n present tat I won third place at Bakti tournament...
The trophy so big...
Wa... Haha...
I din tk before de leh...
C or thk dao the trophy I oso wil automatic laugh de... Wakaka...
Like a sot ppl liao... Haha...
Now should keep back my mind to fully concentrate for my training...
So tat can prepare for the next tournament...
To hv a better performance n better result...:-)

Bakti tournament~

Go out station ply tournament sure happy de lo...
Bt I juz nt vry satisfied wif tis tournament tat I ply...
I ply nt vry gud...
Most happy de is I can enter semi in tis tournament...
Bt I vry disappointed about my performance wen semi...
Ply nt gud... Arghhhh...
Miss a final chance le...
Sad la... Ishhh...
Go back muz train hard le... Hehe...
If nt next tournament wil regret n disappointed again...
Hope I next tournament can ply better n enter semi or final...;-)

第七天~

今天在家够力闷...
不过都好过去爸爸的店...
唉...
忍罢了...
要回来了...
期待...嘿嘿
很久没聊了咯...
T.T

第六天~

1pm就练完球了...
幸好教练大发慈悲，不用我们跑步...
所以今天我们一些要出街去...嘿嘿
开心下的...
至少没那么闷...
出去玩和看戏...嘿嘿
不过还是很想你...
快点回来咯...
T.T
刚才和你在面子书聊了一会儿...
我发现了一样东西...
等你回来我亲自告诉你吧...
也证明了...我很很很想你!!!

第五天~

今天没有特别的东西做...
好闷哦~
没人陪我...唉...
你没在...哈哈
没办法...
等咯...
想你~~~

第四天~

惨了~惨了~
十二点了...
还没睡...
一定给人讲...
不过还好她不在...哈哈
偶尔罢了...哈哈:-P
今天我终于忍不住了...
做了一件平时爸妈不给的事...哈哈
感觉挺好玩的...嘿嘿
希望还有下次...哈哈
看下吧...
等下被发现...哈哈
在这也想告诉莫莫人厚...
今天是11.11.11叻...
没陪我的...唉...可怜...哈哈
晚了...睡觉去咯...
晚安~:-)

第三天~

还是老样子...
早上和下午不停看戏和玩电脑...嘿嘿
不过下午练球很很很累...
又伤风哦...妈的...
气死我...
晚上看医生...吃了药就有点好了...
不过还是酱想你...

第二天~

还是不习惯...
唉...
没有办法啊...
等咯...
但是今天不好的事，我好像开始要生病了...
一整天伤风...
鼻子都要掉了...哈哈
可怜~~~

第一天~

好不习惯...
但也没办法...无奈...
不懂要做莫...
晚上迟开罢了，却酿成这种事...
算了吧...:'(
自己坚持...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
听了接近一小时的歌...
还是不能平复心情...
还是不能睡觉...
怎么办？？？
T.T

伤心~

你出国玩耍，旅行...
我没问题...
让你去...
搭飞机前，我半夜都起床陪你信息...
早上你在新加坡，已经没什么机会信息了...
我也不要你浪费钱...
所以每封信息，我都写超过一封的字...
因为我很担心你...
但你却回我一/两个字...
好像不在意我...
算了吧...不跟你讲更好...
我让你去，都是开心的...
不跟你讲还好...
唉...*―*

Happy~

Today morning about 8.30 wake up le...
Then walk go nearer hotel de restaurant eat...
After tat, we go to One Utama...
It is so big... Walao...
Walk one day oso cnt finish de...
Many delicious food too...
At there I buy le two button up de shirt...
Quite nice... Hehe...
Bt oso quite expensive... Haha...
Finally, I had buy a white jacket for myself... Yes... Haha...
Love it so much...
Beautiful... =)
About 3.++, we dy go back Kuantan lo...
Tis time, I buy le many clothes de... Hehe...
Moro wan go work again le... T.T

KL trip~

Today early in the morning jiu go KL dy...
Firstly, we go The Mines...
Ntg buy at there oso...
After we decide to check in our room of the hotel tat my mum had book...
Nt yet reach the hotel, we all dy say don wan stay tat hotel...
Coz the hotel vry dirty... Haha...
Then change to another hotel...
After we go to Lot 10 eat somethg...
There are many delicious food o... Hehe...
After tat, we go to Times Square...
We at there ply n shopping...
Besides tat, I dy buy a jeans...
Quite nice de... Haha...
One to one shop we go...
At last, I saw a white jacket!!!
It vry nice n beautiful...
So yeng!!! Haha...
Bt disappointed de is... The jacket juz gt M size... No L size...:'(
Sad lo... Haiz...
Duno wen can buy a nice de...
At nite, we go pavilion eat Madam Kwan de nasi lemak...
Stil ok la... Nt vry special...
Then before we go back, I had buy le some egg tart...
So nice leh... Yummy!!!
Juz baked de... So sure hao jiak de... Hehe...
About 10.30, go Jalan Alor eat again...
Wa... One day eat so many...
Sure fat dy de... Haha...
Nvm... Go back training hard again...
=)

唉..

心情好沉重..
没有开心过..
没人懂..
懂也没任何行动..
算了..
自己承受吧..
=_=

~~~~~~~

What a boting is tis??
Sibeh boring ah...
Ntg do at home..
Cnt ply com ,cnt c tv , cnt watch movie..
What can i do??
So boring la==

讨厌!!!

你们讲一套做一套..
我最不爽就是酱的人..
令人讨厌!!
早知道酱我直接和朋友出去好了..
不需要为了你们放弃我的快乐==

Sibeh dl..

Yst dy make dao me cnt ply n c movie..
Today oso u r the ppl who make me cnt too..
FU la !!
Stupid de u..
Added gt a stupid ppl always say r my fault de..
Then always use com to threat me..
Damm la !!
Most dislike is tis thg..
Oso tis thg make me more dislike to live in tis family n tis world dy..
Cnt choose for my thg de..
Always control my hak..
U thk u vry big??!!

WTH!!

Today afternoon, i dy start load my movie...
There gt a few new episode..
I load for nite n c de...
Bt at night , i cnt see..
SHIT!!
My bro la..F***
Hate him 99!!
His laptop cnt connect interner wif my laptop gt wat relationship??!!
Walao..Call me shut down the laptop..
Then my movie how ?!
Shit la !!
Xiao de!!
Now i shut down le laptop then how?
U oso cnt connect internet lo !
No wmake dao me oso cnt connect dy !!
Waliao..Sibeh bu shuang!!T.T

Success!!!

Yeah..Finally i can do it...I am super very damm happy today..
I thk u oso happy bah..
Hope u wil like it..
I oso duno what can i do le..So juz use tis source..hehe
Happy le , now don wan slp dy..haha..
Wish u hv a nice days ^^
Happy..hehe ^^

Disappointed...

Today lose dy the double...
Gte the second ranking in the group...
Cnt enter semi final..Damm sad de..
A little more then wanna cry le i think...
Y i so noob in double de ???
I oso dunno..haiz..
How should i do o?
No medal for this sukan remaja le for tis year...
So sad..
Duno wen ny can ply sukma..
Maybe cnt ply oso..Aiya..duno la..
I know a thing that I should nt know de..
N make me no confidence dy..T.T

Yes!!!

Finally, today finish PMR already...
Everydays wish de thg finally reach le... Hiak Hiak...
Hope can get gud result for PMR too...
Now r the time which for me ply 99 le... Yahoo...^^
Concentrate on my badminton training n tournament too...
Hope my mum let me go gai gai wif fren everydays... Haha...
After PMR, one word describe it...
HAPPY!!! ^^

Yahoo ^^

Everytime scare cnt get A de subject..
Today finally finish le..hehe
Today oso check sj ans le..
Get A wor..
Happy sial de..hehe
Now dy gt 2A..Hiak Hiak..
Bt hor..
Everytimes compare wif the ppl hor..
She always lanci me o..
Don ask who le..
Neh..tat UPSR take full A de..Haha..
Happy ^^
Hope can get full A..

Unlucky nite!!!

Finally, today i tk pahang closed champion ! :)
Happy sial de..
Hope next year circuit can get dao medal n enter GP Final too..hehe
At nite, parent say go eat MC DONALD..
Bt TC's was under construction..
So we change to go eat KFC..
Wen enter it, duno y the air cond was unfunction..
Wen queue up also very hot..
Wen eat oso==
Reali unlucky..Ishhh..

~~~~~~

Waliao... Scary leh... Stil gt 13 days jiu PMR... Scare scare... Now stil din hv the mood tat wanna to study... OMG liao...T.T All the time juz ply onli... Faster study lo... :) I hv to study hard to get full A's on PMR... So tat can tk my money... Hehe... Hope PMR reach faster n over faster... Once over... I jiu can ply 99 liao... Everydays at home ply & at court training... Tis is the happy life tat i hoping... Haha... Bt hv to study for tis 2 weeks first... Works hard to success it... Don always ply com le...:X Gambateh!!!

Mental 99 down!!!

My heart vry pain! Arghhhh... U all always say me no self-confidence, wont choose anythg, shy wif do everythg... Bt y wen i do any thg or deicison, u all wont agree n fully support me? Before tat i tot gt dy a thg... Which can understand me n reduce my stress... Can help me more relax n happy... Bt today i felt no... There was no such thg in my world... I say de thg wont be agree wif anybody... Neither on wat situation... Nor... Parent??? No... Fren??? no... Academic & sports oso no! Enough dy... I lazy say anythg le... Offline~~~~~~~

Gud or Bad???

Yst i flu... Already wanna sick le... Bt no sick dao... I oso duno is lucky anot... So i tk tis opportunity to beg my mum tat i don wan go sch... Firstly she nt allow de... Bt at last she had allow... I don wan go sch!!! Bcoz of many thg too... Go sch juz wil felt sad n emo ny... Better don go... No nid c dao those ppl who i dislike... At home better many many than sch... Bt i knw, however oso hv to go sch... Today morning at home nt get used...:) Oso gt some happy de... Bt duno y, the happy thg wil nt continue... Awhile jiu no liao... Mental down la... T.T

Dislike n hate!!!

Y wan like tat treat me???
I knw I do wrong on the incident...
I oso apologize to u dy about tis thg...
I oso try to reduce your angry le...
Bt u???
U how treat me???
Sad n hurt 99...:'(
I reali duno wan how...
The incident oso nt I purposely wan de...
Bt y u............??? Haiz...
I oso knw my wrong dy bt...........
Stil make dao me xxx wen typing tis post...:'(
Speechless...:x

WTF la!!!

Yst I wan slp earlier, u all don let me slp earlier...
Today jiu slp dao about 9 ny wake up...
Once I wake up, after brush n bath...
U all force me do thg again... Ma de la!!!
Early in the morning jiu make me unhappy n dl... Shit!!!
U all ask me whether wan go xxx...
I say don wan, then u all say go la...
Tat time I reali wan ask u y u all so stu???
U oso help me do le choice lo...
Ask me for wat?
I can say don wan mehz?
Actually hv to say de is I no hak to choose any choice...
U all so selfish!!!
No ask me before...
F***!!!

Die better!!!

Y I living in a so unhappy de environment de?
I cnt like my fren??? So freedom???
I always admire them, who can do anythg...
No nid control by thier parent...
Y I so bad lucky geh???
I thk nt my luck de problem...
Is different ppl de relationship...
Haiz...
Like today, my dad cal me go ply badminton...
I ignored...
Bt at last he oso force me go...
I reali hate ppl force me do I dislike de thg...
Especially those ppl, who always force me de, I moro dl...
I no hak to choose somethg for my life...
Always gv parent control...
They oso duno whether I reali wanna about wat...
Haiz... How should I do to tk back my hak?
Or I reali muz to live in thier control de life...
Arghhhh...
Stress n headache about tis...
Reali hope I can grow up faster...
Conclusion for today emotional is super hyper vry unhappy...
Training oso emo bcoz of morning happen le a thg...
The thg I oso duno y wil happen de...
Suddenly I kena ppl like bu shuang o...
Haiz... Tis was over le...
Suan le bah...
If gt whole life de happy, how gud is it?
:-( :-( :-(

Zomok de?

Today in 6 hours, I eat le at least 3 plate of food le...
99 many lo...
Duno y wont full de o...
Eat so many is real nt full or wan to replace back my bad emotion...
Haiz... Sibeh cham...
Duno wanna how do ar...
Who can help me to calm down myself?
Who can help me to escape from all the thg?
Who can teach me how to do?
I thk nobody...:'(
T.T

How???

Today suddenly gt a feel tat wan to gv up a thg...
Y I gt such of tis de mind?
I thk I knw some reason...
Bt I duno whether it is real anot...
Coz all of tis oso I thk myself de...
I din tel any ppl before n no ppl wil knw about tis oso...
How should I do???
I gt many feeling now...
Duno wanna how to explain out..
Vry xin ku ar...:-(

Yahoo...

Trial was over, holiday was start now..
My trial result vry vry bad leh==
2A,6B..
Hiaz..How can get better result de?
Hope PMR can get full A..Hehe..
How i am going to spend this holiday?Study?Ply com?Training?
I think all of tis oso muz do de, cnt left any one..
Bt oso muz let my leg recover on tis holiday too...
Hope i can train normally tis week :)

Yahoo...

Finally finish my trial exam...
Can ply n rest more le...
No nid all the time study... Hehe...
Afternoon stil ply le con n slp for awhile... Haha...
Enjoy tis kind of life...
Happy n freedom...^^
At nite, training starting oso vry shok n happy de...
Bt unfortunately, wen training I nt purposely fall down n my leg was injured...:-(
Vry pain ar...
Although injured, oso hv to continue do some gym...
Is ok... I can use tis oppurtunity to increase my energy...
Tis is the most positive de thking...
Bt oso gud la...
Coach oso cal us do le a new style of gym...
Vry heavy ar... About 45 kg..
Luckily I stil can do it... Hehe...
The bad news is my leg injured...
Vry pain!!! Arghhhh!!!

First day...:-(

Today once I reach sch, I dy start felt tension n pressure about trial exam...
The first ppr is BM ppr 1...
It was difficult for me...
From ques one until seven, I dy wrong about 5 ques..
Ishhh...
Then wen tk BM ppr 2...I oso felt difficult too...
Some karangan I reali duno wan how write...
Wen write, scare wil write until out of the title...
Adui... Gonna how???
The most 996 de is SJ...
I almost tikam le 20-35 ques... Haha...
Reali duno wan how do...
Study de jiu didn't come out...
While less study jiu all come out...
Shit le...:x
Ltr SJ get C nt kena liao... Haha...
Aiya... Don thk le...
Continue concentrate on the coming day for trial n do my best...^^

哎...

不可理喻！！！
到底什么事哦？
做莫天要酱子对我？？？
让我生存在一个不属于我的世界里...
我每天都要承受着这些压力...
一点都不好受！！！
每天一定，肯定有弄我不愉快的事...
有些甚至可以让我伤心了老半天...
我不要这种生活...
我要开心！！！
我要自由！！！
到我知道这两件事是没那么容易得到的...
有可能还得不到呢...
好想今天酱...
在学校，因为莫莫事...
我已经很不开心...
没人知道...
可是也不能完全怪他们的...
是我不想很任何人讲...
就自己在那一个人静静...
不想要有人理会我...
晚上，练完球，听了讲两个"好"消息...
更加糟糕了我的心情...
想见的人就每天都不可以见...不想见的人却一天一天的看见...
真的是可悲！！！

Heiyerr..

What I am thinking now???
I reali duno..
Super hyper vry confused..
If gt a ppl can read my mind n tel me watam I thinking,duno how gud is it...
Bt the ans is no..
No ppl knw..
Including myself..
I cnt realise tat wat i am thinking...
My mind blank now..Ishhhh..
Who can help me??
Duno is exam are around the corner or wat?
Vry stress ar..
HOW??HOW??HOW??
Should how to calm down myself?
If find ppl to release it,I sure cnt do dao de..
Walao..mental down..

Y??!!

Y i will hv a so bad de life geh?
Reali cnt understand..
Y all oso my fault de?
All the thing oso my fault?Din hv any ppl wrong except me?
So unreasonable..
Ridiculous!!!
Live in a no freedom,no choice de life..
No ppl will understand me except a ppl n those who tat c my blog de..
Reali felt vry xin ku..
No ppl help me..
Duno wan how to reduce my stress..
Kelian..
I vry vry hate my life tat gv ppl threaten..
Please la..Don force me those i nt like de thg..
Always tk something to force me do tis n tat..
I reali hate such thing..
Nt my wrong oso will be like tat..
WT!!!

WTH!!!

Y tis world so unfair de?
My life cnt totally like fren...
Such as, ply com...
Others ppl can ply everyday...
While me? Juz can ply wen Fri, Sat, Sunday...
Added the time wen ply stil muz control of her...
Shit... No freedom again!!!
Y like tat treat me?
My academic de result oso nt bad wad...
Y stil wan control?
Like I duno wen can ply wen wan study...
Stupid la...
Wen exam is coming, I oso din ply com while it was Sat or Sunday wad...
Sometimes wan ply more oso cnt...
All ppl ply until they felt bored ny off...
Me??? Ply til the time jiu nid off...
Sometimes stil nt yet shok de leh...
Don say le... Say more, make me more dl onli...

Huhu..

Finally today had finish tk my july test..
Now i still satisfied with my performance..
I thk wont get gred C dy..
Haope so..
Tis few days,busy for study n training oso no time ply com n sms more..hehe
Duno y..
Gt some lazy type while i was free..
Sorry ya to everybody..
Will update next post as fast as possible..Haha
Lazy type..Bo mood..

吵吵吵...

今天，一班7+1在那kepo...
烦死人了...
弄人不开心而已...
每天在那问我是不是，什么秘密,跟她们讲...
我呸！！！
自己要38就讲啦...
问我又不要相信，不要问啦...
一直在那猜疑...
我的私事关你们屁事啊？？？
不用你们插手...
不用你们懂...
不要做傻婆...
好像我不会处理酱...
傻的...
你们一直讲人只会伤到别人罢了...
够了...总而言之，你们不用38管我的私事...
烦到死！！！
滚开！！！

SHIT!!!

D7 la...
Scold scold scold...
WTH...
Always scold...
So pro go do yourself la...
Care yourself first la...
Say me... Always like tat...
SH!!!

多变化...

今天，我想我已经承受了不同的情绪...
开心，很开心，伤心，很伤心...
早上一起来就有点伤心...
在学校，就从不开心，慢慢的变成开心，直到很开心...
朋友们都在那边讲话...
即使老师在讲课，我们都在那聊天...
有时甚至在那讲笑话...
笑到我肚子痛...
但是回到家...
我的心情就慢慢地下降了...
都不懂自己在想着什么...
好像傻老酱...==
真的很不开心!!!:-(

Disappointed!!!:-(

Today my sch gt the larian cergas...
Before tat, I stil thk tat I can get no.1...
Firstly, I stil at first place de...
Who knw... My fren bring wrong way...
I jiu from first place jiu drop until out of 10 le...
Shit la...
Those tugas de ppl oso can go eat shit too...
Wen I was there, they din tel me where should I run...
C dao I run the wrong way...
Stil wont tel me de o...
While behind me de ppl wen pass, they jux say... WTH!!!
Wait me mention tat I had rum wrong way...
Many ppl dy in front of me...
How to rush o?
Run dao half my stomach pain o... Reali dl...
Don wan run better... Pain like hell...
Out of 10!!!
Sad!!!

sibeh sibeh hyper hyper tired...

Today about 6am reach kuantan,once my mum fetch me back home...
I quickly rush into room to continue to sleep..
After that,i wake up about 10:15am,tat time i still felt vry tired...
Actually i dwn wake up de..
Bt 11am hv to go court for coaching...
I reali lazy to go if my coach din ask me go..
He say dao,muz go le lo..
Tis time gon penang for inter-team..
From kuantan to penang nid more than 8 hours journey..
Sit dao my butt gt some pain..
Before go,my coach dy plan a vry good plan le..
So tat we can enter quarter too..
Bt we lose kelantan 5-6..
So our quarter dream cnt success..
Tis tournament i gt ply dao single n double..
The performance for my single,i thk it is still ok la..
Coach also satisfied..
Bt i keep feelt like nt satisfied..
I also duno y..
Some ppl say me set a high level through myself..
Duno real or nt..still cnt realise it..
Double i ply dao like very stupid..
I always felt that i am nt suitable to ply double..
Bt u always gv me support so tat i hv confident to ply..
Thank you very much ^^
Tis tournament ar..
All lose..All rubber set..All no win..
I had been few tournament din win le..
Kelian de me ==
At nite,i do my hwork..
N knw tat there were many hwork waiting for me..
Directly bo mood...A lot of hwork...
From nw,i dy din hv any tournament le..
If gt,my mum n coach oso wont let me participant de..
So juz can thk positively..
I thk i hv no tournament le..
Now jiu concentrate back to my studies...
To prepare my incoming exam...July test..PMR trial..PMR..

不爽!!

一个短短的时间内既然可以发生酱多令我超级无敌不爽的事...
你们不会体谅下我的厚??
每当我要做决定时，你们一定口水多多..
不停批评..再不就是我要接受我的决定时..认为是错的...
每次都是酱..倒不如好过不要问我..
问来也是作废的..
无聊!!
从以前到现在..你们都不懂我要的是什么..
我想知道的人也没有几个..
也应该是只有你一个人..
我也不打算在这里讲我要些什么..
每天过着这样的生活，我真的觉得很辛苦！！
没有人明白我..除了..................
每次发生这些事，我一定会很头痛的..
只好躺在床上等我的歌来医治我..
还不是一两首歌可以让我复原的..
真的很头痛..
如果一首歌可以搞好我的话..我就不是萧宏峻了!!

Boring..

Recently tournament all oso lose...
Fely very sienz toward this..
MSSM,single first n double first round had been lose..
After that ,4days oso din ply..
Just c ppl how ply...Boring dao...haiz..

Nt satisfied..

Today single i had lost dy at the first round...
Felt nt satisfied through my performance..
Everytimes ply air-cond also will like that de..
Cnt ply out my real game...Y will like that de??
Today de mood is sad n happy combine together...
Duno wat i doing...Blur dy!!!Aduiii...

First Day...

Today i start my journey to KL for MSSM...
Before i still in a happy situation..Bt after reach KL,my mood slowly down-ing..
Many factors la make dao me..
About 3:30 go test court...
i warm up n ply le a game of double jiu don wan ply le..
Felt so sienz n tired lo..Aduiii...
At nite more cham...
Aiya..duno how to explain the feeling of mine..
The draw also nt very gud..
Nvm la..just try my best lo...Don hv any pressure ok le..
N cnt let my own emotion control my performance...
Hope i can ply all the best on tis tournament...

Unforgettable..

Tis year de birthday,i thk sure wont let me forgot de...
Actually nt hsppy until unforgot..
While is a too sad de birthday for me..
I thk many ppl will plan how to celebrate their brithday so can hv a happy day..
Bt i jiu diffrent wif u all..
From morning wake up, I dy felt nt very happy although is my birthday..
Someone keep cheer up n support me bt i oso cnt do dao tat...
On tis day, i dy try many type of feeling..
Sad,angry,dissapointed n some else..
I knw i like that sure will let ppl worry about me..
Bt i reali no choice..I duno wat can i do...
Whole ppl feel very xin ku..
At nite still let mum scold..
Wat such of birthday is tis???!!!
Ridiculous!!Don celebrate better...
Tat day eat wat also no mood...
After kena scold,whole ppl alsodl le..
Who also don wan choy le..sorry...
Tis few weeks many tournament...
Added tis week hv to tk exam..
Realy full of stress n pressure..
I also get hot-tempered easier...Easily angry..

Kidding, Kidding, Kidding...

Kidding my pii mehz...
Always kidding wif others ppl...
Din thk dao the ppl de feel...
Reali bad de me...
Bt I nt purposely de...
I promise u all I wil try my best tat wont say anymore kidding le...
So tat I wouldn't hurt dao anybody...
Hope can let u all happy everydays...
While nt sad n angry...
T.T

HATE!!!

2day happen 2 thg tat make me vry bu shuang de...
1st is gt a idiot ppl without my permission simply go FB there cr8 a group about me de...
More HATE de is he at there stil say is me cal him 2 help me cr8 de...
SHIT la him...
Keep simply say...
Yourself wan cr8 de stil say me cal...
U break my image onli... Let ppl c dao me like vry LC...
I nt pro oso...
Many ppl pro than me de lo... STUPIDDDD...
The 2nd thg tat I hate de is someone juz bcoz a so small de thg jiu angry...
So small de thg jiu scold me...
Y don u do the thg yourself???
Always cal me do thg...
Wait sial oso cnt... Walao...=="

Tired...:(

2day wake up early in the morning...
Coz wanna go sch le...
Felt nt get used n nt suitable...
Bcoz of laz 10 days ponteng sch...
Go tournament... Hehe...
1 week de hwork din do...
2day at sch juz keep rush 2 finish up all my hwork...
Everytimes finish one tournament sure gt tis situation happen de...
Sure is a super hyper vry tired day...
Whole day do hwork... Back dao hwork oso do...
Bt gt a weird thg is I gt the mood 2 do my folio...
Tis 2 days oso keep do...
Hope faster can finish it...
So tat I wont hv any pressure wen Mei-June holiday...
Can concentrate fully wif my tournament n ply joyfully...
Enjoy leh...^^
Bt 2nite de training reali vry tired...
Coz of long times din train...
‎2day train a bit jiu pump dy lo...
Aduiiii...
Beside tat 2day oso train attacking o...
Jialat la...==
Nvm... Train more better...
Next week stil wan go GP Final liao...^^

YYY???

Y I wil bcoz a so small de thg hot-tempered de???
Y I wil suddenly bcum moody de???
Y I wil moody make dao others ppl angry n sad de???
Y I cnt control of myself de???
Y I wil bcum like tat de???
Y I wil carelessly make dao u moody de???
Y I wil nt awareness tat u were moody de???
Y I wil nt knw tat the reason tat u moody de???
Y I wil be like tat so bad de???
Y I wil nt fully care about the reason tat moody de???
So many Y...
I oso duno how 2 ans it!!!
Damn mood now!!! T.T

Yyy???

I no training few days coz of injured...
Then 2day ny veritable start training...
Bt I reali cnt realise y wil happen like tat de thg de...
Ishhh...
Duno is personal de problem or is others de problem...
Please la...
I wan 2 keep my best emotion wen training la...
If moody I sure cnt continue train de...
Wat can I do 2 make sure tat wil nt happen again???
T.T

Bad luck....

At Melaka circuit quarter I meet the Melaka player tat laz time I lose him de...
Be4 tat I gt thk wanna 2 win him de...
Then my leg injured le...
Run oso cnt run... Ishhh...
Hate it!!!
Back dao Kuantan jiu wan rest n do physio dy...
All oso injured de wrong...
If no injured, then no nid go do physio...
Jiu gt more time 2 do other thg...
Hate hate hate!!!
If can I don1 injured anymore...
Let ppl worry n unhappy onli...
SHIT!!

Special dao~

Tis time de Melaka circuit I stil satisfied wif my result la...
Bt gt many thg happen too...
I reali can enter dao Quarter in tis tournament...
It's my target...
I vry wish 2 meet back the Melaka guys tat laz time I had lose 2 him...
Bt tis time unlucky...
Damn it la... My ankle pain wen ply wif him...
I wan run oso hard...
Bo bian... Oso wan lose 2 him again...
Tis time all oso meet tall de...
Those all taller than me so much... Walao...
Besides tat, gt a thg I hope 2 do de...
Bt oso nt success...
Make dao I felt so apologize n regret...
Sorry...
Haiz... Hope we can ply dao GP Final...
T.T

没用的我。。。

就算我再说多一百次,一千次对不起也是无法弥补的...
真的错得很够力,很够力...
我也很无奈,不懂该如何是好...
一切都是自己的错...
不可怨其他人,要怨就怨自己吧...
自己答应的事却不守承诺...
事后才来后悔会免太太太太太迟了吧!!!
一天到晚都是自己没用...
这么容易的事也办不妥...笨!!!
我想他们说得对没有勇气是因为自己还在犹豫，在自己下定决心的那一刻，自己就会发现其实勇气只是在等待自己的决定.　
我很后悔啊!!!
T.T

Sorry...

I'm vry vry vry sorry toward u...
All oso is I keep kidding ny make dao tis thg happen...
Coz of kidding make dao u angry n moody...
I wont say any kidding de thg anymore...
Ltr make dao more cruel de thg happen...

Pressure!!!!!!!!

I dislike u!!!
U make me cnt ply my game well...
How can I control u???
I gt try 2 rest my mind 2 subdue u...
Sometimes I can do it, bt sometimes I cnt...
Y wil be like tat???
Please la... U left me far far away...

没自由！！！！

今天扫墓后,我问堂姐,哥们下午要不要一起出街...
他们的父母很快就答应了...
至于我呢?
还要等他们考虑考虑才知道可不可以...
等等下...不要了...
情愿不要去了...麻烦到...
过后喝茶吃了东西就回家了...
晚上跑完步后,妈妈他们要去朋友的满月酒...
我已经讲不要去了...
妈妈原本说不要就不要咯...
可以爸爸一直要逼我去...
讲了很多次不要还是讲...
不要酱固执可以吗???
真的觉得没有自由咯...
要些什么,不要些什么都不由得我选...
有点反感的感觉咯...
唉...弄到我没心情和不爽...
他们问我东西都不要回答他们...
我也很坦白地说出来...
希望有人能了解我的心情...

Happy or Sad???

How should I do ny hv a prefer n best ending at April...
Be4 tat keep excited 2 wait the coming of April...
Coz there r 3 tournament waiting me 2 ply...
WoW... Thk dao oso shok ah... Hehe...
Bt I sure wil miss many many class de...
How can I do 2 maintain my academic leh?
How can I do 2 ply well in all the tournament?
Hope all can go ahead by perfect...
Hope can faster catch back my academic...
Hope can ply dao MSSM n GP Final...
Bt Melaka circuit de draw come out le...
I wil meet pro de at 2nd round le...
Nvm la...
I juz relax de ply my game...
Cnt hv any stress ok???
Like tat ny can ply dao a well n best game...
Jia You... =)

Sienz+moody...

‎2day juz at nite tis few hours onli...
Since can happen so many make me moody de thg...
Everytime if start happen some nt gud de thg...
Then it jiu wil like queue up like tat waiting me...
Yyy??? I duno y...
So hard 2 describe the feel....
I thk no ppl wil understanding my feel...
Sometimes reali wan 2 find a ppl 2 say all out the thg...
Bt at last oso nt dare say... All keep at my brain ny...
If gt ppl knw oso super hyper vry damn less ppl knw...
Coz I wont say...
Sad...:(

Shok...

2day go TC do folio wif fren...
So shok lo...
Many funny thg happen...
Say oso cnt say finish... haha...
We go had our lunch after capture some pic...
Then we all keep refill the drink... haha...
I refill le 3 times...
Stil let a ppl scold le sial...
Bt stil is warm de scold la.... haha...
Drink oso full le...xD
Then go ask the ppl tat nt recognize 2 tk the information...
We all oso paiseh don1 ask...
Juz a ppl dare ask ny... So he ask all le... haha...
Then jiu no go ttn...
After tat ask fren...
He go dao there din saw teacher...
So he thk no ttn le...
Luckily din ponteng... haha...
Happy______^^
Bt hor...
Gt a thg I vry vry unhappy de...
Is my face, hand & leg all red red de...
Become black le...
Red red oso nt nice.... Haiz...
Nite training oso like shit...
The hand like no energy de...
Tired...
2moro morning stil wan wake up earlier go jogging...
Walao eh...
Tired...=="

Happy...^^

2day felt so happy...
Coz i had won top ranking under 16 in PHG.... Haha....
Bt oso felt vry tired oso...
Ply so much in whole day...
Afternoon ply finish le jiu directly go training again...
At nite ny gt time let me rest my mind...
I go le a new place had dinner...
The steak house de food quite nice de...
There gt sell antique wor...
One of each de price so special leh... haha...
It was a happy & tired day 4 me...xD

第一次。。。

酱久以来都没试过的...
以前无论怎么的没心情,过了一会儿就没事了...
但是今天既然是一整天都还是没心情...
做么叻?
一向来都有人会关心,安慰我...
这次没有...也没什么人知道...
可能就是酱才导致我酱吧...
晚上练球也没有什么笑容...
两个字讲完...
伤心____T.T

Walao... Shui ah....

2day back sch, so many hwork waiting me 2 do it leh...
Copy & do until my hand oso pain liao... Haha...
Then i jiu pass up the letter tat tk injection de...
While i juz pass up, my class teacher directly say 2day we gonna 2 tk the injection too...
My fren at there say vry scare, vry scare...
Make dao me oso gt some scare & gan joing... Haha...
After tk, the hand gt some pain...
My fren stil wan bit my hand wor.... Stupid de him... Haha...
Afternoon about 3pm like tat jiu finish all the hwork le... Woo Hoo...
Vry fast sial de... Hiak hiak...

Happy??? Sad???

Yst juz back from circuit which held at NS...
Tis time i ply vry well in tournament...
Din hv any pressure oso...
Well done... Keep it up...^^
Bcoz of tis tournament my single had enter quarter...
So Melaka circuit i thk i am sure going de...
Wish fully i can go oso...
Coz of.......... Hehe...
I vry happy of my result... WoW... haha....
The emotion reali duno wanna how to say...
Bt somethg is sad de...
The mission incompleted...><
U all cnt guess de...Haha...
Faster reach the Melaka circuit la.... Please... ^^
Then jiu can try to make the mission complete...
Bt hard wor...
Nvm... Muz try... :)

伤心+没心情

在一天里面承受着这么多的压力，伤心，失望和令人没心情的事。。。
这些事就好像排着队在等着我将的。。。
在同一个时间一起送到我的面前来。。。
我也是人来的叻。。。
不是超人喔。。。
你们需不需要将对我哦。。。
真的觉得很辛苦咯。。。
一天里面可以发生将多不愉快的事。。。
伤心如何医治啊？？？
救命呀！！！__________

Shuang --> Tired...

2day since wil gt about 6 period din hv teachers come in class 2 teach leh...
Damn shuang sial de...
Can ply in the classroom....Haha...
Recently de 1st day din hv hwork oso leh... Woo Hoo...
Happy ah... haha...

Bt duno y 2day training my leg wil be so weak de...
Like no energy de... T.T
Wan train back hardly le... hehe...
After tat about 8.30pm jiu go slp le...
Coz 12am stil wan wake up 2 pray 4 hokkein ppl de festival...
Eat le, drink le...
Jiu go slp again... Hehe...
Piggggggg....

1st time...

Tis year de Chinese New Year so special...
Be4 tat few years, the 1st day we wil stay at my home whole days 2 ply de...
Bt tis year change le....
After we had lunch, i go gai gai wif cousin...
WoW... So shok lor.. ^^
At nite, we go c movie wif relatives too..
The movie so funny lo...
Laugh until my stomach oso pain... Haha...
Then jiu go eat supper...
So special tis year de Chinese New Year...
I like it vry much...xD
Felt so freedom & happy... ^o^

Ya Hoo...

2day nite sure many relative come my house de...
Coz eat团圆饭mar...
So happy... ^^
Can eat, Can ply...
Sure vry full de... haha
I can tk many many my favourite song too... Yeahh....
2moro gt angpau receive le... Hiak hiak...
Juz cnt sms i thk... Haiz...
I at here wish u all Happy Chinese New Year...
Hv a great time wif your family...^^

Sad+Happy=???

2day after sch back home pick up my phone c whether gt any msg anot lor...
Then the phone dy shut down o...
Wen i am going 2 switch on the screen was ntg come out.... No colour oso...
I thk my phone dy had some problem....
Wanna 2 change le... haha...
Sienz lo like tat...
Make dao me cnt msg le...
Boring de afternoon....
At nite, after training jiu go c movie (The Green Hornets) wif fren...
Nt bad la tis movie...
So funny sial de.... haha...
After c movie wanna 2 sms bt my bro phone no battery liao...

Shok...

2day go gai gai wif my beloved fren after training wor...
Especially is hann...
Coz he long time din hv companying us le after he had went 2 BJSS...
2day together go ply until so happy...
Long time din hv catch back tis feeling le... So shuang...
Hope he wil back more more times... ^^
Then go out together again... Hehe...^o^
2day actually wan c movie de....
Bt the movie tat wan c de ticket sold out le...
Hv 2 wait the next day nite...
After tat we go eat sushi... Yummy...^^
Eat le about RM140... WoW... So expensive sial de... haha...
Then jiu go karaeko sing song...
So funny lor...Haha...
I & Haw go buy doughnuts, eat le jiu back home le...
Bt sad de is back home cnt ply com o...
Mummy nt gv me ply...
So hv 2 do hwork 2 use the time...

Tired..

2day nid go 2 dad shop work o...
Make dao me cnt go 4 training... Haiz...
At there so many hours o... Damn sienz lor...
Walk here & there... My leg vry tired de lor... haha....
Be4 tat 1 back ealier de then mum say late a bit la...
However late a bit then car break down wor... Vry shui lor....
Yorrrrr... like tat treat me mehz?
Causing me hv 2 wait my dad until about 2pm ny can back home leh....
Eal le, bath le wanna go 4 ttn le wor... Haiz... Vry tired ar... ><
Y like tat nt fair de?
U tired can slp bt i cnt slp o... haha....
Nt same ppl, nt same type of life...
Get used le....
Hope next week can training, no nid go lah... haha...^^

Jealous...

2day go back my primary sch leh...
Go 2 bring my bro back home coz mummy nt free oh...
Reach le sch hor...
Walk here n there c scenery...
C dao the building gt many changes lo tis few years...
So beautiful & peacuful now...
Yerrrrr..... Vry miss tat time wen study at primary sch lo... So happy & ntg fan...
Bt times cnt turn back de...
Juz can thk... Haiz....

注意！！！

当你们任何一位心情不好时，又要信息我的话。。。
请不要对我发脾气哦。。。
第一，我不是你的谁。。。
第二，我不是把你的心情给弄坏的那个人。。。
第三，我也有问你社么一回事，你却不答。。。这该不是我的错吧。。。
所以呢。。。不要乱乱骂人哦。。。哈哈。。。谢谢合作。。。^^

晚上说好让弟弟玩电脑先的。。。
但他才玩到一半罢了叻。。。
妈妈就说迟了，快点收。。。
有点不爽的他还不要关哦。。。
害我中骂。。。真是扫兴。。。
没玩了又觉得累了。。。哎哟。。。
你打球也不能打给你了。。惨。。。睡觉去~~~

Vry exacting...=="

Start getting flu dy...
The feel so cham lo...
Din eat medicine...
Din c doctor...
Juz always find & msg u onli...Felt so happy oso..^^
The next day jiu get fever dy... cham ar....
3rd day ny go c doctor leh... Adui...
Faster recover back lo... Please... hehe...


Teacher din come in class de time so shuang....
We all at class ply & eat... WoW... So freedom lor...
Hope gt more more more tis tpe of opportunity...
Yeahhh... ^^

No changes...

Although go sch dy near about 2weeks...
Bt oso thk like din hv any changes de...
Everydays nid so early wake up...
Make dao me vry tired lor...
Sometimes about 11am at sch stil at there sleepy leh... Adui... Haha...
Say dao oso found tat I am so lazy hor??? Haha...
Afternoon at home oso cnt control nig go 4 slp sometimes...
Besides tat I oso hopefully gt de thg...
Juz hv sometimes wil do it lo...
Although do oso vry slow & late...
Sometimes i thk directly no oso de... Haiz...
Rite??????
Make dao me disappointed vry much....
I say gv up bt everytimes oso nt bear... :(
Wat can I do??????
Reali troublely... Haiz... ______

Boring

2day gt orientasi 4 all who sitting on PMR de student....
2day about whole days at hall ar...
Sit until my leg & butt so pain o... Haha..
Say those useful bt feel vry sienz de thg lo...
2moro stil gt 1days leh....
Sure oso vry boring de...
Gt the feel 1 ponteng sch... Hehe...
Bt oso cnt...
Juz can tk as a information of PMR lo...
Faster reach PMR please la... ^_^

Walao....

上了早上班果然与众不同的...
老师上课是教学作风都不一样的...
可能是我们今年PMR的关系吧...
那些老师一进班就讲去年PMR考生的成绩几好几好啦...多少科A啊...
每一个老师进班都讲一次...
闲不闲哦......　
今年在第一班的感觉与往年都不一样了...感到十分的压力...
老师也讲若考不好会这样那样...
搞到我有点不想在第一班了...压力太大了吧...
功课很明显的是多过去年很多咯...
教课快,给功课快,讲解也快呢...什么都要快哦...
功课多到啊....
闲啊....